Do you ever cry so hard or try so hard to hold it back that you need a nap after?
I just fucked everything up and the day before my 4 month anniversary. Ok so, my mom is dating my ex’s dad so I have to see him on occasion.Tthe one time he actually came over he fucking kisses me. Like nooooo that’s not okay.
My mistake was that I didn’t tell my boyfriend untill today. This happened probably a week and a half ago. He is hella upset and I just don’t know how to make things better…
I start classes on the 25th and I get my book Monday. I am terrified and excited to start school. What if I can’t handle any of my classes? What if I fail all my remediation classes? What if college drives me further from my friends and family? How am I gunna manage school a job and some kind of social life.
My biggest concern is that I will be forced to end things with my current boyfriend. I don’t want that to happen but I don’t know what gunna happen tomorrow let alone what our future holds. Its scary to think about this. I an so comfortable here but in a matter of 2 weeks. It all might come crashing down.